HATI

Penawar untuk Hati?????

Saya Nak Kurusssssssssss

1.1.2012 AZAM TAHUN BARU SAYA NAK KURUSS.. my currently weight totally sooo bad. Lets begin the journey . 46 KG on 1/4/2012. Tibe2 teringat poem ni wak2 sekolah menengah dulu. But i think my current situation a bit similar with this poem. Which ROAD should i take?

THE ROAD NOT TAKEN

TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

19.11.10 to 19.11.11

Gelora Di Hati

i wish i can shout out sepuas2 nya..Eeeee geram n kadang2 terpkir why me? why me? I just want a normal life but why its so difficult and complicated to achieve. As a normal person, what can i do??

Redha, redha n just accept what the have been decided to me. Maybe im not so lucky to get the happiness and joy in my life. Bukan nak mempertikaikan kan kehendak yang ESA, but its been a year, still dugaan dtg bertimpa2..huhuhu..ayat standard utk sume adalah,

REDHA DAN TABAH, SEGALA YANG BERLAKU PASTI ADE HIKMAHNYA, MUNGKIN LEPAS NI SINAR KEBAHAGIAN AKAN MUNCUL DLM HIDUP AK. AMEEN...

N MUNGKIN INI MASANYA UTK AK LEBIH DEKATKAN DIRI DGN YG ESA, SUPAYA AK X ALPA DENGAN DUNIAWI SEMATA2..

2012 just around the corner, moga ade sinar bahagia utk ak tahun depan. sinar bahagia utk segala-galanya. Need to tune up myself, i want to be the old AZEANA, sgt kuat utk hadapi segala rintangan. Amen..

setelah sekian lama..

im back..im back im back...

2nd week of june

After going back from yokohama n haneda airport what can i say form this trip.i learn a lot from this trip. Learn about how japanese working environment and their technology. Also learn about airport pavement. Its really interesting and i think i fall in love wit airport..hahaha..

My diet program..erm..what can i say..o to ko jo (what should i do). This week i start to enjoy swimming. So funny because i just know da basic of swimming..but its really enjoyable.at least u try new sports activities. Pray for me so i would have a strength to control my eating habit n can achieve my weight target cz sometimes i'm so angry when they called me gemok...huh..

Arini dah 2 june 2010. Besok ak akan ke yokohama, tokyo for visit to pari. Apa itu pari? Port and airport research institute. Sok early in da morning dah kene naek shinkasen ke tokyo, then have to take train and subway..yeah suke sbb ley enjoy public transport at japan. Dan suke jgk cz ley pegi yokohama walaupn sekejap sbb sy xpenah pegi lagi yokohama.wink wink. The next day ak akan ke haneda airport for another visit. site visit regarding to my research tittle right now. Superpave for haneda airport. Lepas tue balik nagaoka...

Berbalik kepada my diet aktiviti, huhuhuhu..amat2la tidak memberangsakan. kenapa? sebab sy hanya elakkan makan nasi, tp yg laen sume sy makan.huahua.. Td lepas ym ngan my frenz, die gtaw die diet yg kaya protein. Dalam masa semggu my frenz dah trun 2kg. Camne diet tue? Tidak boley makan NASI, ROTI, MEE, MEEHOON, KUETIAW.. dan elakkan minum air manis. Dalam erti kata yg laen..no sugar..minum air kosong jer..Erm cara diet yg agak menarik, tapi mampukah ak buat?.Sape xnak kuruskan, tapi mampukah ak buat? hahaha..so kite tunggu dah lihat je la yer..mampukah saya mencapai target berat badan yg ideal. kerana bmi saya lagi 0.7 jer nak ke xnormal..